Thank you, a mantra.

Breathe in, breathe out. Seated comfortably, window open, a light breeze shakes the curtains. I close my eyes to relax. I wanted relief. I wanted a kind of peace that my sleep wasn’t providing. Hmm. I quieted my body. I say, “It’s ok. We’ll just sit here for a while, it’s ok.” My thoughts andContinue reading “Thank you, a mantra.”

The Folds of Mystery

[A Love Letter] I am a seeker down to my very core. I’ve followed the path of intrigue down the darkest passages of misery, thirsty for understanding and knowledge. I’ve learned that in my ability to read so deeply, lies also the fountain of my undoing. Side by side, like two sides of a coin,Continue reading “The Folds of Mystery”

The Participatory Mind

It was a little over two years ago that my mind stopped working. It was like someone pressed “eject” and then there was nothing. As an energy reader, I rely on my mind as much as spirit. It’s how I translate what I’m seeing and feeling as I ride the energy waves. But there, inContinue reading “The Participatory Mind”

In the Meadows

Does Ease still know my name? Though I wandered in the valleys of doubt In the shadow of strain Swam in rivers of anger In rage and loathing Does love still know my name? I toiled in the mines of Ugly Tearing away at the walls of disease Does the light still know my name?Continue reading “In the Meadows”

Into the Cold

The world became scaryScaryColdAnd I wanted to run backTo the places I knowWhere I feel safeThose pockets, or streamsWhere the world is blocked outA warm fog of yellows and brownsCarries me,And the world is distant. No, stay. I stayedIn the coldIn the realization of the coldBriefly, feeling the scary worldCold and blustering. I said, HebaContinue reading “Into the Cold”