Finding the Thread

I used to want to help too much. I didn’t realize it was a problem. I didn’t know that kind of thing could be a problem. It was what I learned in relationships. Love is invasive. Love tries to fix you. I didn’t know that Love was actually free. Love let’s you “fix” yourself. IContinue reading “Finding the Thread”

I Love You Anyway

I want you, anyway. It seems in this life we constantly strive towards perfection. It’s part of the human condition I say, to constantly seek Better. I love us for this, for this painful striving. It’s a beautiful gift that births invention, evolution, and expansion. It’s a beautiful curse that takes us from gratitude toContinue reading “I Love You Anyway”

The Eyes of the Heart

It’s past midnight and I should be sleeping. I laid awake thinking about this thing that’s been bothering me. I rolled it around and around in my head. Trying to see it with my larger vision, trying to see the trail of ease and light flowing through it. But the more I looked, the moreContinue reading “The Eyes of the Heart”

Love and Money: A Story of Healing

A few years back I was sitting crying in my livingroom because I realized something at the very core of my “money problems”. They weren’t very major, but I always felt like there wasn’t quite enough. Or I couldn’t work hard enough or long enough to get enough. Interestingly, I also felt very abundant onContinue reading “Love and Money: A Story of Healing”

Foggy Mountain Mornings

I find relief to be a fascinating thing. One minute you’re all bound up, and the next, you feel lighter. After a period of feeling “off” or depressed, what is it that makes things better? Is it all the little things that you do to improve your mood? Is it hormones? Chemicals in your brain?Continue reading “Foggy Mountain Mornings”